A Sunday Monologue

Why do two people who already know each other for years can suddenly turn out into strangers?
Why do two strangers can easily trust each other?
How can you be so critical while actually no one hears you?

They said that I’m too picky, that’s why I stay single while my ex-boyfriends already have someone else. So I told them that I’d rather be alone than live with wrong or mean people. And that’s why they became my ex, it’s because they’re examples of my false decisions.

Unrequited love? Well, I don't know. What I know is that we actually miss each other sometimes, yet we don't want to have that relationship status thing due to some reasons which come up from ourselves. I don't feel hurt if you're dating someone else. But, yeah, I can't deny that I feel comfort nearby you. Maybe it's because your knowledge.

I didn't regret for erasing some of my memories of you. What I did regret is I've let myself did the same mistake to have you in my life again, and let myself hurt by the same person.

"Tuhkan, Li. Lo tuh udah banyak berubah buat dia. Sedangkan dia? Apa yang dia lakuin buat lo? Dia cuma nyakitin lo terus. Dia bisa dapetin semua yang dia mau, tapi tunjukin kalo dia ga bisa segampang itu dapetin lo, 'cause you're way more expensive than a diamond ring."

-Pratama Robin Rachel

Java Jazz Festival 2012

It was out of the agenda, it really was. I actually planned to just hang out with Dini and Robin to PI and GI. Had some chit chat, watched "This Means War" and bought me a sketchbook. Then Dini asked us to take her home because she felt so sleepy. I was just planning to have some meal for dinner right after take her home, until then this crazy guy drove me to JIExpo, Kemayoran, where Java Jazz Festival 2012 is on going. So there we were. 11 p.m. we hit the spot. Blanked, didn't know what to do or what to see. But the important thing is, finally I went to Java Jazz Festival 2012 :)